Sat, 17 Sep 2005 12:39:14 GMT

wow, i haven't written in one of these in like...forever. so here's an update before i start my complaining..as usual..
*Me & Jon are together...and it will be a year in october =]..good cuz i love him soo much
*MY SENIOR YEAR HAS STARTED! thank fucking god
* Im sick of people

okay so heres the scoop..Im so happy it's my last year at "drama" central cuz ive had enough, you know i spent all 4 years trying to get people to like me, trying to fit in...trying to make friends..and now that i have made friends..it feels so pointless..no, not that i dont love my friends..its just some of them are fake..but thats what you get i guess when you go to timberlane. Last year I thought everything was my fault..i thought that id never get any of my friends back..well, i have them..and MOST of them..except for a few are backstabbing you know whats. I mean, I do everything for everyone...and it's like a slap in the face..but what ever...cant believe senior year is here! couting down the days man! haha..yeah, well, thats all i have to say..its fucking freezing man!

miss_niki_xo